Dearest Edwina, though we never worked directly together, we sat in the same "flex-desk" area for a few years and your smile, your energy, your sense of humor and your laughs were part of what made work a fun, vibrant and caring place. Today I came back to the office since the first time in months. I sit next to where you used to sit, and i can hardly contain my tears. Why you, why now? We were twins (well actually I am 10 days older :)), Isla and Fraser and exactly the ages of my girl and my boy... Why you, and not me? There is no good reason to that painful question, but my heart if broken in a million pieces thinking about Paul, Isla and Fraser, who have to mourn you and your babies... Sending all my love and strength to them and your family, Your desk neighbor, Emeline