Edwina, this all just seems so unreal. I've spent the last few days recalling so many wonderful memories from the times we spent together. Our first dinner together, with Amber, at the Cobham Hilton before we all started working as ABMs the next day. Too many funny times at Laundry focus groups in Newcastle. Shaking with nerves as I came out to you at at some random P&G holiday party. Dancing at your amazing wedding. An unexpected but welcome meet up in Singapore. You whipping everyone into shape during the ceilidh at my wedding. And the last time I saw you, when we took the Paul, Kevin and the kids to Helix Park and lunch in South Queensferry. Even then we laughed at how far we'd come from that Hilton dinner. I really can't believe you're gone. I just hope that I can raise Eileen to be even half as fabulous, fearless and fun as you. Rest well my wonderful friend, all my love, Chris x